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annykaI just got this from someone from my forum on EZ board:
"I have been chatting to [name deleted for privacy on my board] on msn and she has told me that shit has gone down on yams (she had joined up to stick up for Caz after she got 'in')"
What the hell is YAMS talking about me for? I haven't even looked at their site since I told Julia how I was getting access (which was very hard for me to do - but I wanted to stop and get better). That was quite a while ago. I also haven't even been on the net for about a week at all!!! And apparently all this went down in the last couple of days!.
I did a good job of rocking their boat, if they are *still* talking about me after all this time... and it's when I hear about things like this that I want to try and find a way to get in to read about what they are saying about me..
I won't this time though - I don't want to go backwards. I am feeling the happiest I have for a hell of a long time. I feel like I have direction, and I am actually making new friends (which hasn't happened for a while now). It's made me realise how I have blocked myself from the real world and how I am actually responsible for causing all the shit that happens to me. I am taking control now, and I am not going to stoop to that level again. I don't need to know what they are saying so fuck them.
Seriously though - I do wish that the people on my board would leave Yams alone, or not bring it back to me. I am over it. I wish I didn't keep it (the board) going like Shannon suggested, and I often want to leave it (especially when this kind of crap goes down), but I've always wanted to host a successful forum board, and this is the closest to successful I've had, and if they left Yams off it, it would probably become more successful.
"I have been chatting to [name deleted for privacy on my board] on msn and she has told me that shit has gone down on yams (she had joined up to stick up for Caz after she got 'in')"
What the hell is YAMS talking about me for? I haven't even looked at their site since I told Julia how I was getting access (which was very hard for me to do - but I wanted to stop and get better). That was quite a while ago. I also haven't even been on the net for about a week at all!!! And apparently all this went down in the last couple of days!.
I did a good job of rocking their boat, if they are *still* talking about me after all this time... and it's when I hear about things like this that I want to try and find a way to get in to read about what they are saying about me..
I won't this time though - I don't want to go backwards. I am feeling the happiest I have for a hell of a long time. I feel like I have direction, and I am actually making new friends (which hasn't happened for a while now). It's made me realise how I have blocked myself from the real world and how I am actually responsible for causing all the shit that happens to me. I am taking control now, and I am not going to stoop to that level again. I don't need to know what they are saying so fuck them.
Seriously though - I do wish that the people on my board would leave Yams alone, or not bring it back to me. I am over it. I wish I didn't keep it (the board) going like Shannon suggested, and I often want to leave it (especially when this kind of crap goes down), but I've always wanted to host a successful forum board, and this is the closest to successful I've had, and if they left Yams off it, it would probably become more successful.
