annyka

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	High
Lust:	Very High
Pride:	High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

That I am going to change the course of my life. I hate teaching and no longer want to do it.

I am going to join the airforce - as a pilot. I have spoken to Shaun about it, and although he's not too keen on the time I'll be away, he's open to the idea.

I have a plan of attack though:

Before End of 2006
Go on a joy ride for aerobatic flight. To test whether or not I can handle the g's.

Before My birthday 2007
Book my first joy ride/lesson.. To see if I like the idea still.

Then I am going to book into the lessons.

I hope to get my pilot licence before the end of 2007.

During that time I am going to increase my fitness. I have to be able to do 8 pushups, 25 situps and 7.3 in the beep test to past the physical test. I started my routine yesterday, and skipped it today because of band... But I'll get there.

Beginning of 2008 I'll formally apply for the airforce. I've informally applied already - expressing interest, so I'll probably go in and talk to the career adviser some time in the next couple of months.

Gee I'm a busy girl though:
With Band, Nutrimetics, Baby planning and now this... I'm suprised I have any time to look after the house!!! LOL - but that's me.

He's in hospital.

He's been really sick for the last few weeks so we took him to the vet.
He's got either
Intestine obstruction
Organ Failure
Diabetes

I hope it's the first (even though it'll cost us a fortune) because otherwise we may have to put him down.

I am soooo sad

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Friday was my last pill. After many conversations with Shaun, we have decided now is the right time to start seriously preparing my body for children.
This does not mean I want to get pregnant right away (I have heard that falling so soon after the pill may cause complications during pregnancy), but that I am seriously preparing my body.

I have been pretty strict with my diet - which let me tell you has made a tremendous change to my life. I have more energy, my asthma is almost like it had never existed, and I have hardly been sick at all (and when I do catch the odd virus from school, it appears to affect me with less potency than it affects others). I intend on remaining on this diet for the rest of my life. The changes it has made to my outlook (I am 100% sure it has contributed to my final climb out of the sesshole of depression I have spent the last 11 years slipping in and out of) on life and the fact that I have lost 2 dress sizes and feel great for it helps me stick to it.

I would like to increase my exercise a little before I get pregnant, and I want to be off the pill for at least 2 months (preferably 3) before I get pregnant, so Shaun and I will have to be a little 'carefull' and return to those disgusting plastic barriers. But at least we are both prepared to deal with a pregnancy if it should happen before our 'desired' plan (though I would love to actually fall in December like I've told everyone I was going to do.!! :P hehe)

I had my last counselloring session last week, and she said that there has been a remarkable improvement in my outlook. I did discuss my worries about not having any more sessions. Last time I had couselloring and was told I'd be alright, I left and went right back into the old cycle of things. She has told me that I can call to chat any time, and if I needed to come back, they should be able to work out a payment plan for me... It has made me feel a little better - like I actually have that safety net to fall back on.

I am feeling quite proud of myself. I don't feel like the internet rules me anymore. I've stayed away from 'that site' and I am hardly on my own forum (as the people there tend to lead me towards 'that site'). I did have a big hissy fit when one of the members of my site caused a big kerfuffle over at 'that site' and I got some of the blame - thus the reason I decided to back off from even my site. And to be honest, it was probably one of the best things that could have happened to me, as I think it was the one thing that helped me get 'truely' over it all.

Well there is an update for you all... Don't expect to many, I don't expect to be on here very often - I have a life to live now!!!

Sayanara (how ever you spell it - you get the idea)

Last night rocked!!!!

Yesterday I got up and played around on here, and then went to get my nails done.
I then got home and Shaun asked if I could pick up his sister, so I did. (and got flashed for speeding :( ).

We then got dressed in our disco outfits (photos coming soon) and Gina's friend came and picked us up to take us.

When we got there, there was a huge queue, so we lined up and waited. It was awesome when we got in there. I got drunk on 2 bottles of passion pop (mini pashes) and a glass of wine - which I got for free. (I swapped Shaun's free mini pash for one of my free beer/wine tickets - we got 4 free drinks each, but Shaun had my 4th one as I was well and truely wasted!!).

I didn't win anything but it was cool checking out the costumes (one chick was only wearing a g-string and nothing else - but glitter paint) and watching the dragqueen fall off stage. (it musta hurt but shim just got up and kept going as if nothing happened)

I got to watch Jennae Timmins (of neighbours - can't remember her real name) jump out of a cake, and then they drew the door prize and car, which neither of I won.
I was so drunk I don't remember the draw for the car, or Boyd (also from neighbours whose name I can't remember) coming on stage.
Nathan and Nat looked awesome in their superhero outfits, and I had a ball of a time.

We ended up getting kebabs from next door (which are no-no's on my diet, but I hadn't eaten all day - thus the cheep drunkiness). We got a cab and as we sat down Gina got back out to chuck up and the cabby refused to take us home, so we called the guy who gave us a lift there and he came and picked us up.

I feel very tender this morning (well arvo now) but at least I don't have a headache.

On Thursday night, my SIL, came over and told me she had got tickets to Nova's Swinger party tonight. I was so shitty as I really wanted tickets to it, and had been trying. She had a double pass, and had decided to take one of her friends, as she couldn't choose between me and Shaun.
When she saw how disappointed I was, she decided to try for some more tickets, so did Shaun and so did I...

The result? Yesterday I got tickets to it!! WOOO HOOO

So tonight I am going to be at the party and it had better rock!!!! Got my costume ready and it's going to be soooo much fun with Shaun and Gina and her friend there.


Promise to post photos!

I just got this from someone from my forum on EZ board:

"I have been chatting to [name deleted for privacy on my board] on msn and she has told me that shit has gone down on yams (she had joined up to stick up for Caz after she got 'in')"

What the hell is YAMS talking about me for? I haven't even looked at their site since I told Julia how I was getting access (which was very hard for me to do - but I wanted to stop and get better). That was quite a while ago. I also haven't even been on the net for about a week at all!!! And apparently all this went down in the last couple of days!.

I did a good job of rocking their boat, if they are *still* talking about me after all this time... and it's when I hear about things like this that I want to try and find a way to get in to read about what they are saying about me..

I won't this time though - I don't want to go backwards. I am feeling the happiest I have for a hell of a long time. I feel like I have direction, and I am actually making new friends (which hasn't happened for a while now). It's made me realise how I have blocked myself from the real world and how I am actually responsible for causing all the shit that happens to me. I am taking control now, and I am not going to stoop to that level again. I don't need to know what they are saying so fuck them.

Seriously though - I do wish that the people on my board would leave Yams alone, or not bring it back to me. I am over it. I wish I didn't keep it (the board) going like Shannon suggested, and I often want to leave it (especially when this kind of crap goes down), but I've always wanted to host a successful forum board, and this is the closest to successful I've had, and if they left Yams off it, it would probably become more successful.